Had lots of things to blog about but I just don't have the mood to do so.

My parents attended the family conference with the doctor yesterday evening, together with the rest of my relatives.

They came back with bad news for us.

If they don't amputate her leg, she will only have 3 - 5 months more to live.

If they amputate, at least another 3 more years to go.

But.. but if anything happens during the operation (because her heart is very weak), she will be gone immediately.

Our hearts sank.

Tears flowed out uncontrollably.

What should we do? What decision should we make?

Can someone give me some strength to carry on?

I'm really too tired to face this all by myself...