Friends who know me well will know that I'm someone who can't stand loneliness.

Not in the past, not in the future as well.

I'm still trying very hard to adapt to life, being alone at nights, facing the four walls in my room.

Other than hanging out late with friends, I really can't think of any other ways to cope with the loneliness that is slowly creeping into my life.

Afterall, I haven't been alone for the whole of 6 years.

Nope. I don't think of him anymore. I don't miss him anymore. The most important thing is I had finally let go of him after struggling for one whole year.

Last night, I was going through the collection of photos we took over the years & to my surprise, I don't feel anything at all.

I don't feel like crying anymore.

I don't feel sad anymore.

I asked myself: Is my heart dead?

I'm searching for an answer for the whole of 30 minutes, until Silly called me & bring me back to the reality world.

It wasn't easy for me to open up my heart after all that I had been through.

I'm sure my heart is not dead yet, as I still long for my prince charming to make a decision :)

I'm really happy for myself that I had finally moved on -applause-

I'm sure friends who care for me, who are worried for me, will be happy for me as well.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow's dinner with him.

I'm still rushing out my stuffs.

Hopefully everything can be done by tonight…